Will you be my fright night, would you tatse
my apple if I handed it to you, juices running
down your chin as you tear its skin?
Would you appear in mask, in drag, in
chains, chasing me?
I painted my face tonight, just for you,
ghostly, lips massacred, night adorned
around my eyes, running in circles,
I dare you to hunt me, your teeth wanting
to strip, skin me…..
I wonder what your would find underneath,
if horror would trickle out your mouth in
I love to watch the sun and the moon fuck,
how darkness shadows her glow, and then I
I lay in gory beauty shivering, soaked
in screams, only in your dreams…..
I wonder how it would feel as silver sliced
your skin, just deep enough to teach blood to
I wonder if your reflection would be that of pain or
pleasure, maybe, both….
Would they blend, extend into fiendish grins….
My head bends as my tongue rushes out to
part your flesh, to blur life and death….
I want you to snarl, growl, a warning
as I become blood thirsty….
I run along your skies in red,
you naked, waiting for the next
Your arousal braids with each touch,
taunting you in splashes, as I stroll
I go deeper and you arch as I tangle into…you….
You trickle in streams, pleased….
Eyes roll back, drop to Hell, zigzag, never tell….
You flood around my feet in wet scarlet, sluring
My sweet sleep I whisper from my lips,
Freshly flossed, red incense,
I was never sweet to begin with….
Smoke conjures, eyes held upward,
the only caress Heaven will get….
Sick candied, I was never one to
lick twice and be nice….
Mind paces, walking silvery halls…
As I pass windowless faces, trunks
bend and sway, can’t have me….
Fingers twirl, round and round,
magic in the air….
Grazed, dazed I know you are there…
You amuse me, but you can’t fool me…
You bled for me, two sugar drops,
spelled my name in vain….
I wiped my mouth, couldn’t help but
You will remain thirsty, witchy
lingering on your lips…
You look good in a mask….
Those you loved, will be unloved,
all because you can’t have me…
You rip my face off my skull, what do
you see…the little fishies that can’t swim…
You, not whole, but, unholy, breaking bread,
bloodied tongue, all to feed the SON….
Intertwined, fated, sealed the deal….
Blues peering down, veil opened,
cotton drying your tears….
Heaven eloped, and grey was born…
Falling, floating, awakened with
wings made of dusk, cursed
from your lips, as time slips…
You dressed me in mourning,
sobs never reaching earth…
I died a thousands times, sand on
my feet, ocean so far away…..
I reckon I misbehaved….
Cruel stretches your mouth,
open as proses stops in mid air,
love letters never wrote….
I wonder ever and ever as you watch,
applaud, one step closer, but ashes
……..and so I wonder ghostly, haunting you….
Like Jack-the-Ripper, clenched, drenched of
One finger, or all at the same time?
Lips come together in a pout, smeared,
my orgasmic rush….
I wonder what I would taste like on your
Slip words in my mouth, demonic kiss…
Up against me, I want to feel you hard, needy…
Let me escape, dash for your cold, sickle,
dangle, just to catch colors in flusters…
you dance for me in red puddles….
I love the way you sway, skip to my mouth-
You, my cherry blossom, blooming on the
edge of ache….
I wanted to be yours, but NOW YOU are
Auburn sunset, making me dizzy, drinking
I painted a portrait of you today, while
roses danced on my grave, me
birthing your creation….
Blotched on rockstar, murdered on my skin,
I want you to be dirty on me….
I make you rain down, lines crossed,
anointed, holy feast….
Slippery, my insides aroused
as you fuck each organ, veins
licking for more….
Lips part, taking all you give,
eyes closed, I doze, dream
of orgies, one by one bodies
At my feet you spill in plume
hues, all that remains is
virginal prayers, dead before
Christ bowed HIS head……
Life, begins with a breath, enter, exit….
Heaven opened, diamonds fell, beat
I lay under nights mouth, close my eyes,
smile, you telling our story….completely….
The universe has a way of mapping the
soul in pattens, me, their star child…..
You ran to fall in love with me, capturing me,
giving me air to fly, exhale….
You said I was beautiful, that first sweet taste
Stories don’t always have to end, for we are
I always thought I would go before you,
but I guess you wanted to be first, to be there
waiting, I your Grace…..
The sun had a way of turning our pales golden,
the moon had a way of showing us death…
Twinkles had a way of counting our wishes
as time ran out….
There was never a end to our beginning….
You kissed my hand as I slept, never
getting tired of looking at oblivion….
I stared into tepid trances, she was my scar,
the tune of my beat….
I was so lucky to have touched destiny,
drank from the constellations…
Life manages somehow to go on, and as I
sit here and think of the ones I lost, I hope
they find their way, that light that waits….
*THIS POEM IS BASED ON THE MOVIE THE FAULT IN OUR STARS….
I WAS MOVED BEYOND REPAIR…..*
*I DON’T WANT TO MEND, I JUST WANT TO FEEL, GRIEVE…
I WANT YOU BOTH TO KNOW I LOVE YOU DEARLY…
THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO MY UNCLE AND MY DAD…