MY DARK THOUGHTS….ADULT CONTENT

Monthly Archives: January 2015

3bc13060e268c4f7deacd9456e109439Let’s play a game…..

You will do everything I say….

No matter what, your eyes will

stay with mine, waiting for my

lips to touch the air, breeze you,

tease you….

Hold your head back, let me

see your throat, see you breathe…

Your chest heaves up and down, and

I want to see more of you….

Look at me….

Run your hands through your hair,

I want you messy….

Trail your hands down your front,

part your thighs on a sigh…..

Wet your lips….

Undress, bare your soul only

to me….

Now, insert your finger, do not

make a sound, I want to hear you

get wet for me….

Now turn, face the wall,

I am going to fuck you….


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Dark moods ride my thighs as I

part, different sizes and shapes

penetrate….

Your green eyes dip and sip,

leaving a trail for others to dwell….

The night ends, I am now closed….


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THIS IS A POEM WRITTEN BY A GOOD FRIEND OF

MINE. I ASKED HIM IF I COULD POST IT ON MY

BLOG AND HE WAS HAPPY TO OBLIGE…HOPE

YOU ENJOY:)

Night Belongs…

Not just for lovers

But the broken
and misguided
drinking Boone’s Farm
by the fire
Blasting music
in the attic
all alone in a panic
with a fat lip
brokenhearted.

Not all can see

Shapes in the shadows
hardly made,
by the windows
watching stars fade
writing poems
with a razor blade
inked in the blood
of love betrayed,

For you, night too belongs

And to the lonely feeling sick
to the crippled, incomplete.

Our solace lives
within the emptiness

Most who do sleep
fail to witness
been insomniacs
ain’t a sickness
darkness chosen
be our mistress.

Juan M.Reyes ©


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The new year has started out pretty good for me. I have gotten

a new car, color, black, what else;) I also started a new job last

week. Not the most perfect job, but I make decent money.

Last week was a learning trail and error thingy. I have been

self conscious about myself and making mistakes, feeling some

anxiety and unsure of myself. I can be kinda a perfectionist,

be hard on myself, and I hate that I put myself through unnecessary

shit! I know I am just feeling myself around my new surroundings,

and it will take time. I guess I am just scared of making mistakes or

failures. I know none of us are perfect and I should just give myself

time, BUT damn I am a worry wart LOL!!! I will take many deep

breaths….

Every since Sunday something within me has felt off,

unbalanced. I have felt this way before and I hate it.

It feels like a oppression, some type of darkness, fog

rolling around in my mind and thoughts. I could be just my

nerves and anxiety getting the best of me. I will definitely

pray about it, and a firm believer that prayer does, and has

worked in my life. Even dark angels pray;)….

Last Friday night I went to a tattoo parlor and got my

nose pierced. I have no idea what I was thinking that

it would be done like having your ears pierced…NOT!

It hurt like hell, and I was a real trooper:). It hurt so bad it

made my eyes water. I wanted it done because I thought

girls with them looked cute, maybe, it’s just a mid-life

crisis, who knows, but I still look cute LOL!!

I really think all I am doing though is exploring myself,

letting my real personality come out because growing up

I think I felt caged, too insecure, and now I feel like I know

myself more and feel secure enough to let my weirdness

shine, be who I am. I have my insecurities like everyone,

have my good and my bad days, and I know whatever

funk I am in, this too shall pass…..



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