Colors had finally died, lied, made
me think, blink in ghostly breaths,
deaths….
I laid ashen and blush, everything hush,
pale, and upon me You climb,
snowing, exploding….
Skin on skin, open, gaped in blurry
flurries….
I quiver, shiver as you lick the
folds of Spring away…..
I’m in love with something dead, in my head….
I convinced myself on bookshelves I wasn’t
in love on golf clubs, but, yes, after you passed,
cast aside, hard, cold, crumbled in ash, my
heart stashed, this was the final good bye
to souls lost, found on the other side, dyed
in smudges and judges, my only hope
for you is that you find a different
heart from the start, a Valentine to
drape you in red, to open up that
box, and you let HER in just because
she wasn’t me, never was, and now
I know because I let you go…….
*PICTURE TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
Hands withered, worn, tear, repeat, beat my skin
as they live in sin…
Why me, can’t they see, let me be, just a child,
wild, just one second from the rope, loss of
hope, nope, there were other plans for me
you see…..
A baby, I will never see grow, seeds that
will never breed, bleed out the mothers
womb, tomb…..
Bars behind, in line, black and white to
keep quiet….
Fists clenched, drenched, murder on hands,
death trying to catch my breath, but, again,
not my time in rhyme….
Life on track, SHE has my back, my story
isn’t over, my four leaf clover……..
*PICTURE TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
He makes me sore, through my pores, and i want
more…..
Pushing my limits, always and more, to my core….
My dark muse brought to life, like a knife he splits,
becomes apart of me, my only plea….
He’s kissed every inch, pinched, leaving
his mark till we part…..
I love feeling him the next morning,
his smell still inside me, sore, till
i want more…..
Past the backdoor to the front, on knees, nose to doorbell,
my soul sealed, done deal…..
Sucking my feet, trick or treat….
In your warmth I can be found when no ones
around…..
Teeth on nipple and I ripple, pushing me just
a little bit more, your little whore….
Spanks ass, breaking me like glass,
and I submiss, only with a kiss, as it
slips between my reds…..
Nails on back, sublime cracks to let you
in…..sin….let’s…begin…..
Hair in hands, every strand gold, bold
as you control……
You nudge, shove, inside, out, making
me drought, until your mouth is
there again…..water me……
Slow kisses turned into bruising hisses….
Nooks and crannies explored, I adored….
Flesh laid open, and you indulge, drinking
until I drown, now your crown…..
Trails, marks you leave, Believe on my wrist,
leaving me in a mist….
Now, you are gone, but, I still feel you,
your scent in my veins, chains me…to…you
Pulsing, your scent, forever within me, the
key that always was, in waves of 19, as angels
tell a tale of you and I…….
*PICTURE TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
We whirled, twirled under the world, breath taken,
never debating it was you all along under the stars…..synchronicity….
*BOTH ART WORK TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
Lost split, twins dismissed….
One in heaven, the other in hell, didn’t
kiss and tell…
I loved you then, and I love you
know, shall we make a truce our
one vow?
I, was never vanilla…..
more like shadowy greys,
pondering disarrays….
You, with a funeral glow, death
in tow….
I, drawn, walking on the edge, you with
a razor, how my skin would slice, dice,
as you pieced me to you…..
Together we became halos and
horns, the cross adorned…..
*Picture taken from Pinterest*
I can still feel him on my
lips from the night before…..
bitten…bruised…..
*Picture taken from Pinterest*
No valentine this year, only a tear in remembrance
of you, who had no clue, only about hearts full of darts….
It’s Ok, one day i will wear red, untied, loose, free….
Flowers upon your box, kisses in the wind, lost in
love, splattered in blood…..
Maybe, just maybe, I’ll find my Valentine…..
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