I’m in love with something dead, in my head….
I convinced myself on bookshelves I wasn’t
in love on golf clubs, but, yes, after you passed,
cast aside, hard, cold, crumbled in ash, my
heart stashed, this was the final good bye
to souls lost, found on the other side, dyed
in smudges and judges, my only hope
for you is that you find a different
heart from the start, a Valentine to
drape you in red, to open up that
box, and you let HER in just because
she wasn’t me, never was, and now
I know because I let you go…….
*PICTURE TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
Slow kisses turned into bruising hisses….
Nooks and crannies explored, I adored….
Flesh laid open, and you indulge, drinking
until I drown, now your crown…..
Trails, marks you leave, Believe on my wrist,
leaving me in a mist….
Now, you are gone, but, I still feel you,
your scent in my veins, chains me…to…you
Pulsing, your scent, forever within me, the
key that always was, in waves of 19, as angels
tell a tale of you and I…….
*PICTURE TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
We whirled, twirled under the world, breath taken,
never debating it was you all along under the stars…..synchronicity….
*BOTH ART WORK TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
Standing in the morning light gazing, dazing,
wondering what you are thinking….when my heart
is breaking…..
You gave me glimpses, but, you would rather talk
to trees to those who believed….
Strolling in purple fields laughing at the
wind, your twin….
Your spirit remains, contains in the end,
where you blend….whispering in the trees
that carry your breeze….
*I wrote this poem when my husband passed that was
also featured in his service. I dedicate this poem with
my heart and soul to all that he was*
Photo credited to Pinterest
Where is that love that will roll me at
night by candle light-just the two of
us under wondering eyes?
Hold hands, kisses that bend-
where we watch heaven alone as
it yawns…
You wanted to show it to me-your private
thoughts, lost for me to find….
From me to you-forever, then the
sun rose-and still here we are…the
stars and the moon….
Where one chair sits, you added two
to the blue…skies…
I was your sitting still, bothering me
baby, never letting go.
You, wishing you could breathe
for me, loving me one more time…
*I WATCHED THE MOVIE THE CHOICE OVER
THE WEEKEND, WHICH INSPIRED THIS POEM.
PICTURE TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
For a time I am broken, heart swelling, welling because
i couldn’t be what you wanted and you couldn’t be what i
wanted….
So many tears have stained, gained my face, but, i
feel, and won’t be ashamed.
My veins travel wobbly now, a path uncertain,
but, only for a time….which soon shall pass…
I wear two hearts around my neck,
one is mine, and one is yours, the one
i am still trying to find….
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