I light a candle of blue, my eyes, almost, but, I’ve
never been beautiful like Heaven..more like Hell with
I think of you as you sleep deep, dipped in halos and
light, I, the shadow that covers you….
You smile at a thought, and my nipples harden,
I pull away, but only for a day…scared, scared
of my own sins, lewd clues, and back into a
corner, sit, legs pulled up to my chest….
Afraid to let go, flow, to bring my songs to life,
for us as one breathe as the dandelion caresses the
air, a dance of mating, bating…
Lead…me…..show me how to be….
Blinded, eyes turn to black silk, and i welcome
silence, the truth to unravel under your fingertips….
Make my heartbeat fast at last, as you dare push me
beyond life and death….kisses and hisses….
Fingerprints, footprints the path remembered, to find
our way back…to the other….
Trail along my body, forcing moans off my skin…
Sink and bend me to hear me scream….
Teach my flesh to depart, be who i am meant to
be…contort, abort the old, and walk-in to the
Show me how to drive you mad, rape red to drape
in ancient verses, curses…..
Mouth against my pulse, whisper spells
to tell in secret….for only you and i….
We kiss in tones to the macabre….
Teeth sink, names traced into burial grounds,
sounds chanted into circles of colors…
You spread me and learn to take all of you, sipping
fountains of silver….
In tongues we play, as I take words from your
mouth, giving birth to two souls of forever….
Time follows us as hands are intertwined side
*IMAGE TAKEN FROM PINTEREST*
I CALLED A ANGEL TO ME, AND THE NIGHT SKY BECAME
CLEARER, BUT I STILL
LOST MY WAY BECAUSE HE COULD NEVER LOVE ME THE WAY
I NEEDED, AND I FELL….
EVEN IN THE DARK, MY LIPS TASTE YOUR NOTES….
I KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU MINE,
BRING YOU TO MY SIDE…
GROW WINGS, AS HORNS PROTRUDE
BACKWARDS OUT OF MY FLESH, AS
YOU, MY WATCHER DIVIDES ME…..
WINDS FLOW THROUGH ME AS EMBERS
TEASES THE EDGES…PAGES OF ME YET TO
A DEAL WITH THE DEVIL?……
LET’S GO FOR THAT SUNDAY DRIVE WHERE
WE MAKE FUN OF SINNERS…..
YOU, MY BILLY THE KID…..
LICKING LIPS, THIRSTY, A LONE WELL WAITS,
SLY AS A FOX, LOOK BEFORE YOU LEAP….
SOUL UNCOVERS, PULSES INTO YOUR FINGER-
TIPS, BUT SHOULD I TRUST, ADJUST?…..
IF I HOLD MY BREATH, WILL YOU CATCH ME,
BRING ME BACK TO LIFE?
YOU WERE THERE WITH MY FIRST HEART BEAT,
AND NOW, NOW, YOU WANT TO DRAW IN REDS,
COLOR WHERE THERE WAS NONE, AND I’M YOUR
YOURS TO FEEL……
I wish I could show you what is inside me, to open
myself up and bleed, to stain the tip of your toes,
and every time you look down, you would think of me….
I wish you could feel my breath catch every time I think
of you…how I get this strange ache in my heart like
you’ve been there before….
I wish I could roam among your sunshine,
let it warm me, causing my flesh to smile,
to know it was always you…
I wish I could show you how to love me,
to lay looking at the stars, counting them with
you, always you….watching me….
Giving you dandelion kisses, watching the air
catch them, going no where in particular….
you watching me……fallen…..
Not sure why, but I like to indulge
in the aftertaste of thoughts….
you awake, I sleep, I dream,
Hairs stand on end, where
I would like to taste fantasy
on your fingertips, watch you
Maybe, I like cheap thrills,
never sated, mouth to the
sky, but not a drop, as I rush
with heat, toes painted….
Maybe, I need you like the sand,
raw, digging deep into my pores….
No, I need you dark, no sunlight,
no rays to slip me in a daze…..
I want to be consumed, a little,
not a lot, is that so much to ask?
I want to wrap my brain around you,
to pick away your memories, and only
When you think of me, you wonder in
fields of moonlight, trying to catch my
silhouettes never to be forgotten….
I like to tease, savor you between
clenched teeth, turning me cloudy,
you and I playing in puddles….
My skin damp as you watch trails
of color paint me, slave me….
Will you be mine, just mine as we
I fell today, even with
wings on my back….
Exposed, flesh slashed….
Peeled, broken, darkness setting in,
waiting to be rescued….
You make my toes curl, twirl,
I wonder if you get lonely, the whites of your
eyes wanting to turn yellow….
When you are in a red haze, daze, do I
come to your mind?
Do you part your lips and imagine I am the air,
breathing me in on the edge of madness?
Does the moon hover, exposed wanting
only your attention?
I am your night…light as you walk on the
veins of darkness….
In greys I wave, unveiling only for you….
My pulse serenades you on notes of love,
written in blushes….
I imagine you closing your eyes, ice filled,
and always thirsty…..
You left empty, never getting your fill of me…
I wonder how it would feel to touch your fingers
with mine, would time be lost in spaces between?
If I put my head to your chest, could I echo my
valentines to you?
I want to be your bloody mess….
I feel the same as you….
Life, begins with a breath, enter, exit….
Heaven opened, diamonds fell, beat
I lay under nights mouth, close my eyes,
smile, you telling our story….completely….
The universe has a way of mapping the
soul in pattens, me, their star child…..
You ran to fall in love with me, capturing me,
giving me air to fly, exhale….
You said I was beautiful, that first sweet taste
Stories don’t always have to end, for we are
I always thought I would go before you,
but I guess you wanted to be first, to be there
waiting, I your Grace…..
The sun had a way of turning our pales golden,
the moon had a way of showing us death…
Twinkles had a way of counting our wishes
as time ran out….
There was never a end to our beginning….
You kissed my hand as I slept, never
getting tired of looking at oblivion….
I stared into tepid trances, she was my scar,
the tune of my beat….
I was so lucky to have touched destiny,
drank from the constellations…
Life manages somehow to go on, and as I
sit here and think of the ones I lost, I hope
they find their way, that light that waits….
*THIS POEM IS BASED ON THE MOVIE THE FAULT IN OUR STARS….
I WAS MOVED BEYOND REPAIR…..*
*I DON’T WANT TO MEND, I JUST WANT TO FEEL, GRIEVE…
I WANT YOU BOTH TO KNOW I LOVE YOU DEARLY…
THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO MY UNCLE AND MY DAD…