I wonder if he would care to play the moody blues


with me…..


I slowly circle around him, not meeting his eyes, I


spy, deny….


I prowl, growl..I don’t want to feel, just need to heal,


seal the deal….taking a pill…


I don’t want to be loved tonight….I want to be ripped


apart, crawling around, finding my pieces again…made


new, HIS brew…..


Nails slice, dice, I promise NOT to be nice….


I hear him snarl, but I ignore, and pace throughout,


seeping inside his conscious, ripping out what is


mine, always MINE!


Then, I suddenly stop, in front, eyes meeting, hot on the


spot, my skin tingles….


I feel reckless, dangerous…out-of-body…..


He knows what I think, feels, wants, and he so graciously


without saying a word, casts his vision just for second


downward, giving me permission…..


My hand reaches out, grabs his hair, pulling him almost


inside me and our mouths explode…me, almost crawling


inside him, on my knees please…..


My tongue reaches out and traces his fullness, touching his




I gulp, so thirsty and wet between my thighs, no lies….


I control this night….


Teeth emerge and I bite his bottom lip, split….


He SO wants to dominate..I can feel it alive under his skin…


He never touches, brushes as I take….


Blood forms, and like a cat, lick it, let him flow into my own….


I move my body against him, walking him back, on track, and


push him on the bed….he seems to fall apart….


I smile, crawl up his body as he is ready for me to dip onto


his temple…..


My body starts weeping, falling stars, all raining just for him…


I hoover above, his dark princess and crown him….


He builds inside of me, breaking walls as I claw….riding him


naked and free to be me….


My fingers rake his chest as I tell my story, his story as we


connect the dots, all the plots….


Finally, I return to innocence, him in me, finishing


the novel we created..a story never ending….


He erupts tiny diamonds inside as I open wide, a forever


promise to honor and protect me…..


I shatter, scatter, sparking from the inside out…finally


finding peace, love and light…….