Snowy cold, I can play with my breath, catch
mystery on the tips….
Dark, warm, I try to find you, but you
trickster you, playing this game with me…
You hide where blood spills, drips, teases
On your throne, your blues watching me,
giving me privacy, but who are you….
will you come back?
Curtain pulled, back to slumber, never making
any sense in hallucinations……
Smeared on, hugging the
shadows that lick intimately
in their untimely demise….
Sugar coated decadence, mouth
turn into snowflakes, powdered
meth, I am your addiction….
My disguise, saintly slithers…
Down your chin, take a lick,
smudge me on pouty lips,
can I have a taste?
I make Heaven cloudy, misty eyed,
care to play in my rain?
You feel sickly sticky, my aftertaste
running down you, my vanilla sin…..
Throaty whispers invite me to
take my breath, promising
Heaven, a sick joke!
I take your hand, trusting
your angelic disguise as the veil
is pulled, no longer virginal…
I harden under sinful eyes, wanting to
float to you in orgasmic flutters….
Exposed, bare, only to YOU, so I close
my eyes, breathe deep, and you await
*I DO NOT CONDONE SUCH PRACTICE FOR SAFETY
Falling from pearly gates, brushing with feathered
wings, immersing earth with ghostly breaths, dancing
for all to see…
My head lifts, our eyes meet, tongue lifts to play
along your frosty lips, angelic greetings….
Twirling, swirling, my cocaine sin, and so
I dine on you tonight….
Inside you rush, frosting my
veins, liquid funerals, raspberry dreams….
Veiled covers, no more a virgin as footprints
follow grassy paths of colored summer, I,
blooming before you….
Fallen, traced, outlined in afterbirth,
embroidered on Mary’s womb…
Earth and sky fornicate, birthing
Warm tingles touch
Oh, the rush to feed
the rising red, to
count the beat
that teases pulses…
To unwind mysterious
folds, to uncover
taboo voodoo as I
put a spell on you….
Sinister smiles play,
tease the edges of
wanting to climb my walls,
You become straight,
stenciled, just apart
of my imagination……
Can you feel my heart breaking, chilled
eyes made of glass?
Kinda numb as destiny passed me long ago…
Fate forced me to become sickly twisted,
fevered, never to be well again….
Out there wondering are YOU with the
same ache, knowing love will never
I breathe, hoping to feel you…
again, like I felt so long ago….
I wonder if I could become light as
a feather as the sky reaches, forcing me
to become a star, YOUR star, then you could
gaze at me every night, and I could watch you
from high above….
I would imagine you sitting for hours
telling me your wishes and I would
burn as bright for you, the one that
would never fall….
I wish I could just close my eyes and
you would appear, but in the end, it
was not meant, you and I, I and you,
but somehow we know the other lays still
within the other, waiting for another
chance to dream, to twirl and dance forever
amongst the heavens, I and you, and you and I….
For now I am lost, and the ache is there, a
place missing just for you, a place where
only you could roam, and once
again I remember you and I and
I and you….
When I think of you, I feel like I am
dying inside, and I wonder why I can’t
I wonder if you can feel me so far away,
would you take me broken, fix me,
make me whole, like I loved so
I feel as if I can’t breathe, wondering if
you would catch the air that surrounds,
bring me to life, lift me light as a feather,
up and away, never apart ever again,
you and I, I and you…..